Raised by wolves---- Falling in reverse

I was lost now I'm found
I'm sustained by the sound
Of the angels singing me to sleep
While my feet are leaving the ground
Am I dead? Or am I dreaming instead?
A cornucopia of opiates have flooded my head

I'm insane, I am smart
All it takes, is a spark, to ignite my bad intentions
And do what I do best to your heart
Don't be fooled, I was raised by the wolves
Now the moon hangs in full, so you know I won't
Play by the rules

I will never spill
Spill my blood for you
You have let me down
One too many times

Someway, somehow, we've fallen out
Caught in between my enemies
No way not now, I won't back down
I draw the line at you and me
You're what I started, now disregarded
One day they'll see, it was always me

Due to mistakes, I have made to the state
I am trapped inside a Dillinger
Diligently thinking of ways to get out of this god awful place
I have learned that my fate is something I can't escape so

Sound the alarm, what I've said from the start
Is I'll never let your system break me down or tear me apart
Don't be fooled, I was raised by the wolves
Now the moon hangs in full, so you know I won't
Play by the rules

I will never spill
Spill my blood for you
You have let me down
One too many times

Someway, somehow, we've fallen out
Caught in between my enemies
No way not now, I won't back down
I draw the line at you and me
You're what I started, now disregarded
One day they'll see, it was always me

Oh, this is the end of you
This is where I draw the line
And I won't lose
This war is mine
Oh!

Spill my blood for you
One too many times

Someway, somehow, we've fallen out
Caught in between my enemies
No way not now, I won't back down
I draw the line at you and me
You're what I started, now disregarded
One day they'll see, it was always me

One day they'll see
It was always me

It was always me


Feeling:
      It's what I feel to be like the guy was unwilling to keep on dealing with her bull and honestly, if it's worded like this, I wouldn't blame him. Basically, it's like, due to her bull, he's saying that his real self is coming out regardless of what they may think of him. He's not sure if he's really living or deceased...... The full moon is his true predecessor and knowing that, he completely turns into a monster that he can't control. His true animalistic instincts come out at the thought of all those times she messed up. I know how it is personally due to my now ex boyfriend of a few months was like that when we fought. It was like every time we fought a full moon would come up above our heads and he completely turns into an agitated monster......I wished that it wasn't like that but...... why would I wish that it would be over? I still thought I loved him and I trusted him, but apparently it was wrong.
      It was like we were two feuding wolves constantly at each other's throats...... I cry at night but I know that what I did, it was like I couldn't control it. The constant fights were all we knew honestly, but I couldn't stop it. There were times that I wanted to throw in the towel but I couldn't due to the fact that I knew that he needed me. But his wolf was way too strong to deal with and he just ripped me apart without me knowing about it and this wolf has found out that revenge and getting even was all that she could do........ But now, his fate is sealed.......